40 Days

I made the horrible mistake of looking at my calender yesterday and counting how many days Josh has been home this year. Let's do some math:

He has only been NOT off station for 40 days this year. We were in Hawaii for 8 of those days so that's a bonus! Yay! (Desperately looking for the silver lining in all this.) We did get to Oregon for a handful of those days, maybe 5 or 6 total in those 40 days, so that was also nice. But that also means that poor Josh has only actually been able to sleep in his own bed for about 29ish days or so. And it also means that I have only seen my boyfriend for about 1 month out of all of 2012. SAD FACE!!!! Oh wait! I did get to see him in Japan for 20 days so really, I've seen him for a total of almost two months (OUT OF SIX). So... I guess that's a little better. A little. Except for the fact that HE'S NOT COMING HOME UNTIL DECEMBER. Yes, you read that right. Do you also hear that wailing? Yes, that would be me. I am literally only going to see Josh for only TWO months this ENTIRE YEAR. Maybe three if I get to  go visit him a couple of times. *SOB*


And so, to help try and help stave off what is sure to a depression of epic proportions, I'm just gonna stare at these pictures from when he was home and helped with a shoot...




*sigh*



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